The Perimeter

I go on fb this morning, and he's posted two very emotional relationship oriented songs on his page! So he gave me the snark about playing a song with great guitar riffs and harmonies, which just happenned to have a little bit of reference to a relationship . but three days later, he's posting these on his fucking fb for all to see.. "I don't like songs about relationships", he says in a very snarky tone. Hmmm, yeah, right, until it agrees with you to do so. He gave me the nicest, long hug and a wonderful back rub 10 minutes ago, and I had tears in my eyes he did not see, of course. I don't know what NOT to do to set you off. Just when I think I've figured it out, you set the bar higher and you change the rules.

He walked out without a word. This morning, he told me he was upset about a song I was playing last night that made him think about things from the past, and that's why he left the room without so much as a 'by your leave' kiss me arse, or nothing.. ... Then he said, "i know i am confusing".... I think he drank too much, he was a beer ahead of me, and he had bought an extra one. Sometimes, I just have a really hard time dealing with the fact we are on the same page with so many things, we get along so well, we can talk for hours on various subjects, we respect each others idiosyncrasies and have managed to live in the same house for 2 and a half years, after being friends for 3 years before that -- and how nice you are to me, and my daughter, and how many nice things you do for me, and how you don't treat me like shit when I'm feeling bad and you still don't want to be my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!