The Perimeter

At the moment you feel most anxious due to your... ...fear of rejection. You often feel isolated from other people by an invisible wall, and sometimes you get the creeping feeling that even the people you like don't really love you and possibly even reject you. On the other hand, you enjoy standing out from the crowd with your willfulness, unusual views and egocentric behavior. Your “distinctiveness trip” does win you attention, but not the warm-hearted affection you require. You get an uneasy feeling due to your... Your unconscious advises you to: ...unpleasant contentiousness. The behavior of certain other people is a thorn in your side. You don't feel like putting up with just anything without objection, and because of this, you can give no guarantee you won't end up in an argument with the person in question. Your stubborn attitude could easily provoke confrontations. At the moment, your mood is somewhat gloomy due to your... Your uncon...

Cause i'm useless and no one cares. People making decisions for me without even asking me, without even considering how i'd feel about it. ?And i think one of them just wants to eliminate my position altogether Went to the memorial, hardly anyone spoke to me. i've worked for the organization for 14 years, and i'm still an outsider, nobody talks to me, nobody  cares i'm tired -of being overlooked and forgotten about - trying so hard and no one notices - my mother having no empathy for me whatsoever -of living in a place where i have no real friends -of being poor, and not being able to live my life the way i want to and do the things i want to do -of not feeling like i'm somewhere where i belong -of not being loved, or touched. why do i have to be so hideous that i don't deserve love - why couldn't i be thin and beautiful, and be able to afford to dress nice --- why are all the men disrespectful arseholes of having this beautiful house i ca...