21 Reasons to Kill Myself.
Haven't written reasons for suicide in a very, very long time, but here goes.. 1. Debt. Every day i have collection agencies calling me. this has been going on for about 5 years now? when did the bastard leave for the second time? december '09? okay, yes, FIVE years. WHEN do they stop calling? when i'm dead? and if am dead, then who do they bug about it? i owe about $3500 2. Survival. 20 years ago i was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder -- Rapid Cycles and Mixed States. Not long after two hospital stays in the psychiatric ward and being stigmatized at work, i was put on Canada Disability Pension. it is not enough to provide the basic essentials for my daughter and i. in this country they consider the poverty line at $22K a year, my pension is less than half that. 3. Depression/hypomania/mixed states results in i am unloveable. i ruin family and romantic relationships and friendships. i've been divorced twice now. i have the most wonderful daughter in the world and...